ermmmmmmmm, today's entry is gonna be super random. HAHA! seriously i really envy those people who are really in love with God. i dunno why i cant do like how they do. i feel like i dont really have a goal in life. i am quite disappointed with myself. haiz. and i wondered why some people just deserve all the good things in the world when they did something so bad before to me and now still living so happily, it's not that i want them to die or what lah. i just feel why God is blessing them sooooo much? i know God has bless me in alot of ways, i can see it with my own pair of eyes but i dunno why i cant love God as much as others do. i really wanna learn to be devoted but it seems so difficult to do it and i just dunno how to do quiet time. i really pei fu my bible study teacher, i really wish to be like her someday. she seems to know everything. my guardian used to tell me i should be able to have the greatest faith among all my friends because of my illness but till now its like i still dont understand God at all. haiz. as for friends, i am glad to have a bunch of very good friends but sometimes its just so difficult to talk to them, its difficult to put in words. anyways its also very discouraging when my dearest say so bad about me. haiz. it feels like all my confident has gone down the drain and i dont deserve anything on earth. i always need to listen to other people's problems and where do i turn my problems too? myself? i think today's post is sooooo depressing, i am so sorry if i have offended anyone here. i just wanna write about how i feel. i need to be a happier person and stop thinking of all these things. that's all for now. i am just speechless for other stuff and has no mood to talk about it. nites.

there is nothing for me to update about except for my daily boring life. HAHA! yesterday went for bible study in the morning then to a friend's grandmother funeral. after that met jianning for lunch and something happened. i dropped my handphone but thanks to the uncle for returning it to me! THANK YOU! if not my pocket will be in deep trouble! HAHA! went church today. ate KFC for lunch, now KFC have chilli meltz! HAHA! nicenice!! must try! then sihui came my house to upload songs into her mp3. then in the evening went to meet the person to get my necklace!! so happy!! HAHA! so sorry! no photos to upload! i think my blog is sooooooooooooo boring now!! HAHA!

not in the mood these few days. haiz. maybe is PMS cause menses coming. ARGHHH. i hate it. anyways sometimes i feel so left out or being the middleman. i feel so tired sometimes. maybe i should stay at home and do nothing else. feel so sicked sometimes to entertain idiots. ARGHHH! i am really feeling down like now! everything is not going my way. well, i hope all these end soon. i need someone to make me smile. perhaps that's the only way to brighten up myself. HAHA! nothing much to say.

well, i have disappeared for quite awhile. HAHA! anyways the school gonna deduct $$ on 13 nov, which means i going to have no $ le. haiz. anyways i think i desperately need a job le! if not, i dont think i can survive. ARGHHH! damn!! anyways today someone call me, offer me a job, i think is assisting the big people in their presentations. well, according to him can earn like 1-3k per month. how true is that i dunno! maybe i will go there to take a look tml bahh. HAHA! i think i need to stop spending $ on unneccsary things and need to eat lesser also :( HAHA! i feel so lazy to study! like how, sooner or later, we will be flooding with lotsa stuffs! hope i can cope with it and will not be busy. haiz. tml is elearning day so no school. YEAH! i think that's all i can say! LOL! well, nitesnites to all!

OMG! i am addicted to romantic princess and ying ye 3 jia 1! ARGHHH! but i like the storyline for romantic princess moreeee!! and WU XUN is sooooooooooooooooooooooooo HANDSOME lahhh!! OMG!

well, i was sooooooooooooooooooo shocked about todayyyyyyy!! our clinical lecturer made herself as a model and let us insert NGT on her!!! you tell me which lecturer will ever do that?? i feel for the patient when i see how my classmate insert the NGT on the lecturer. it's so painful and uncomfortable!! i feel pei fu for our lecturer for her courage! "claps" anyways research methods is rather a dry module! HAHA! went for jogging too! i think i really old le! now run also back pain le! HAHA! time to watch tv!! >3

lessons from 10-8pm today! a long long day. anyways had pizza hut with the girls & jianning today. learnt abdominal assessment & NGT insertion today :) anyone wanna be my guinea pig to let me try out on a REAL person? LOL! hope that tml will be a good day, TSH is our clinical lecturer!! ARGHHHH! hope she is nice! & i think i need to be a goody soon! wearing sandals & landyard walking in SHS like a nerd! HAHA! when it comes to school day, i have nothing much to blog! LOL! i am tired! goodnite people!

my blog is already 1 years old!! :) HAPPY BIRTHDAY, my dear friend. HAHA! today is the start of a new semester. JIAYOUJIAYOU! must be a little more hardworking le! HAHA! after soooooooooooo long, i get to see all my friends again :) i am lazy to blog about our stuff! anyways a brand new blogskin for a brand new semester! goodnight world :)

went to church today. after church accompany meiqin to get her chocolate @ toa payoh! the chocolates not only look pretty, they taste good too!! HAHA! took some photos secretly when the person is inside the "kitchen". HAHA! i recommending for them so they should thank me instead! LOL!



dinner @ botak jones with jianning. the food there is good! LOL! super long queue la!! the waiting time is 30-45 mins k! the people there are also very friendly and polite!! go try it someday!! HAHA!



lastly, wanna thank jianning's aunty for the cute mickey & minnie mouse. its from hong kong disneyland! HAHA! i wanna go there someday too!!



school is starting tml! and first day jiu end at 6pm leh! so sianz! haiz! that's all!! LOL! i think i am in loveee with rihanna and her hairstyle! feel like cutting it! should i? ehhhh! it's always stress when it comes to cutting hair cause my face is super round!! cutting short is a big problem! ARGHHH! but well, some photos of miss rihanna!! :)

attachments has finally ended! to sum up, i made a photo collage. in rememberance of my attachments in ward 76! HAHA!

my very first injection was finally given to this irritating patient in my cubicle! count me lucky for being 1 of the 9 who managed to inject on a real live patient! HAHA! 3 more days and that's the end of attachments! i will definately miss many things over at SGH ward 76. the staff nurses, the cute and irritating patients, the call bells, the "hotness", the gossips and so many more. timetable is out, tuesday is gonna be nightmare! ends at 8pm! ARGHH! well, 1 thing i love about school is FRIENDS! cant wait to see my lovely classmates! HAHA!

overdue photos!!



Happy Birthday :)

i am gonna miss the year 1 students so much. HAHA! esp EUNICE! LOL! cause she damn funny, i think the CI likes her too! LOL! anyways attachments was ok but very tired! i know everyone else is celebrating right now lah, other than me! DANGGG! 1 more week! JIA YOU, JIA YOU! :) some photos we took in the ward :) photoshopped too.

i hate P_ _ _ _ _ _ ! esp during attachments!!

ANGIE

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