Saturday, November 11, 2006
Haven been blogging since wednesday coz of work,studies and blah blah blah la...Was working on thursday...Was kinda happy coz i manage to earn $4000++ and i balance!!!Its a great achievement when you fininsh your work and realised after so many ups and downs you still manage to do well...What rubbish am i talking???Just beating around the bush!!!LOL...Ytd everything went well...Went school atudy blah blah blah...Then ytd my guardian asked miie go children home practise song for christmas so i went coz i didnt manage to practice...I was having the intention that after that i meet my poly frenz to eat dinner then go Sabina's concert but then my guardian call miie stay back to eat with her and some other people...It was a hard decision to make at that point of time...Haiz...But nobody understand how i felt...It was so pressurized coz i dunno what to choose and i know the final decision i make i will still be guility for the other one!!!Haiz...In the end i choose to stay with my guardian for dinner...We went to AMK Sumo house to eat...I wasnt happy at all as i was so sianz...All thay focus on was the 2 boys whom i dunno and sone other stuff that i dun really know coz haven been going to CSL for a very long time...Haiz...On the other hand i felt so very bad coz i ps MQ,JN and Clara...Haiz...Just wanna say IM REALLY SORRY!!!To Sabina IM REALLY EXTREMELY SORRY!!!Haiz...Hope you guys can understand the situation i was in...It was hard decision to make and there is a reason why i go with my guardian...Haiz...Really SORRY!!!ARGH!!!Im going out with them later...Haiz...I know they sure angry with miie de...Haiz...SORRY!!!
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